Well I know someone who loves talking bout his sad stories to the world. Trying to gain some sort of 'kesian' from others, for me... such a pathetic human ever. You can live in such world, famed with such creative story telling but come on... Exaggerating are the worst idiot!
It's best described as next to kin of liar. Liar liar liar. Usually, this type of people has this inner skill that grows together with their age. Maturity falls last coz being a pathetic liar who loves to exaggerate things is obviously immature.
Okay, I'm out of topic. Oppppssss...
It's supposed to be a very short write up about my unconditional love towards this so call talkative little creatures whom I used to carry for 9 months... She turned out to be a very beautiful girl ever. Thanks to her big pretty eyes with long lashes and her big smile. My prayer came true. I used to wish for a baby that has my eyes and mouth... But she got wayyyy prettier eyes and lips. Hehehe
No, I don't need to tell people how our relationship are. Being a single mom, she kept me stronger so that I can always move on my life... She's not with me everyday but I always ensure that every single seconds spent with her are the most quality times I could devote. And NO, I DON'T HAVE TO TELL THE WHOLE WORLD ABOUT IT..!
She never cried in tears when I called her (except once when her friend hit her). Being a mom, I asked her to hit him back and warn him not to do it again. Garang tak? Ahahahaha. So, don't tell me if she doesn't cry means that she doesn't have the feeling of love towards me... She's just soooo very happy that I called her and she can't stop telling me her stories. Ehem ehem. Please change your mind perspective towards tears. I mean it.
The fact that my girl is strong and happy because she always take things positively, showed that her maturity level is also positive.. At her age, she understands each and every feeling a human should have. And I know, part of the strength within her comes from me. Thankful that she's not the over sensitive, pathetic, 'air mata' type of girl.. But honestly, she's quite the drama queen sometimes.. It works well for her. Clever girl.
One thing for sure. No one can be a mama except the mama itself. Be it the stupidest mama ever, the broke mama, the ugliest mama, the garang mama or be it any women, work in any field, came from any background...once she's a mama... No one can judge the love a mama has. No one. U can't be one just because u think you are too good, too perfect, and always right in everything. A real human are not perfect. Well unless u think u are an angel lah..
It's quite funny to be able to recap all the exaggerating words...funnier, it ends to nowhere. None. Zero. Sounds a hero but actually a zero. Opppssss again.
I shall end now. There's so much to write but my body need some rest. The brain especially...
I guess, I'll stick to being me...loved by my daughter. Being silence doesn't mean I'm weak. One day, if ever I start to talk, I'll make sure its the most quality talk ever. And NO. I dont have to brag bout things and tell the world about my sad stories. Coz I have none. I'm happy. I'm loved, blessed and I'm happy.