Mar 22, 2014

My Bucket List for Cuti-cuti Malaysia 2014


Yeah. 

Coming this year I haven't prepare any of my Bucket List for 2014. None of Resolution, A to-do-list or whatever it is called. I was not prepared to have any great objectives, target, dreams or wishes this year. January went away even I grow a year older and wiser. February was never exist and it is now March. Less than 10 days, April is gonna knock the door saying 'hey it's my turn! what have u done in your great life,huh?' I heard it already but I can't even answer it. 

But hey, April. Tell you what. I've prepared myself a simple Bucket List for 2014 and it's all about supporting the Visit Malaysia Year 2014. Cool..?

Naaahhh who cares whether it's cool or not. It's awesome! Kan? Errrr...I mean for me it is. It's like having something to focus to, plan about, talk about and share about. And to prove myself that am doing something to reward myself. So yeay...!!



I actually planned 9 trips for this year which could be more in the list, probably an ad hoc. Had one     ad-hoc where I was tasked to go there to work and so I tried as much to enjoy the food and some shopping there. I always love Sabah but sadly, KK is the only place I've ever been in Sabah. No other plan this year but probably next year. Wanna enjoy its beautiful island and blue clear sea. 

So, Kuching Sarawak will also be part of it. Wanna take my mom there for some sight-seeing and shopping. Kelantan and Terengganu will see me coming for their super delicious foods. And owh, Negeri Sembilan for its great foods too. 

What else..?

Malacca would be one of it. Can't wait for another day trip there. I always love its Jonker Walk, asam pedas and coconut shake. And yeah, my hometown gave the best eating place too. Like a lot of it! Proud to be Penangite ;)


And finally, I have 2 islands in my list which are the Tioman Island and Langkawi Island. Tioman is the place I never been to and I'm so excited to place my feet on its soft white sand. Langkawi, of course..! Promised my parents to bring them there since last year but I didn't keep my words that well. Bad, huh? InsyaAllah I will try as much this year.

That's it! The list. It will cover 9 states in a year. Wait. I forgot to put Ipoh in the list. Actually Ipoh is my first Jalan-Jalan Cari Makan (JJCM) place of the year. It was the best one so far. It means that I have listed 10 places in the list. 2 of it done, 8 to go. How wonderful. Can't wait for the journey, the food, the experience and the memories. Can't wait to be with my little pwincess and family, creating more great memories. 

And for those who are still clueless about the Visit Malaysia 2014, you may want to have a look at their page http://www.vmy2014.com/. You may want to have some list on your own too. 

Before ending, here's a long quote for myself. A spontaneous one ; coming from a bucket list -

Work will never finish. And things happening in the work place are never fair. I guess by having a sweet escape, the things that can keep myself to move on will motivate me more. People will let me down but there's people that will keep me stronger - the family. Having more time spending with them are more precious than spending that extra time in the office. Knowledge keep me wiser, so I choose to spend that extra time for my class and study. Being alone sometimes giving me more time to treasure myself better, and teach me to appreciate good people more.

Love,
nkay

Sep 30, 2013

I'm loved and I'm happy

Am still awake at this hour missing my dearest little pwincess, I called her. Well, a promise has to be a promise. Naaahhhh... Breaking a promise will make u look stupid, more stupid than telling your sad stories to the world.

Well I know someone who loves talking bout his sad stories to the world. Trying to gain some sort of 'kesian' from others, for me... such a pathetic human ever. You can live in such world, famed with such creative story telling but come on... Exaggerating are the worst idiot! 

It's best described as next to kin of liar. Liar liar liar. Usually, this type of people has this inner skill that grows together with their age. Maturity falls last coz being a pathetic liar who loves to exaggerate things is obviously immature. 

Okay, I'm out of topic. Oppppssss...

It's supposed to be a very short write up about my unconditional love towards this so call talkative little creatures whom I used to carry for 9 months... She turned out to be a very beautiful girl ever. Thanks to her big pretty eyes with long lashes and her big smile. My prayer came true. I used to wish for a baby that has my eyes and mouth... But she got wayyyy prettier eyes and lips. Hehehe

No, I don't need to tell people how our relationship are. Being a single mom, she kept me stronger so that I can always move on my life... She's not with me everyday but I always ensure that every single seconds spent with her are the most quality times I could devote. And NO, I DON'T HAVE TO TELL THE WHOLE WORLD ABOUT IT..! 

She never cried in tears when I called her (except once when her friend hit her). Being a mom, I asked her to hit him back and warn him not to do it again. Garang tak? Ahahahaha. So, don't tell me if she doesn't cry means that she doesn't have the feeling of love towards me... She's just soooo very happy that I called her and she can't stop telling me her stories. Ehem ehem. Please change your mind perspective towards tears. I mean it.

The fact that my girl is strong and happy because she always take things positively, showed that her maturity level is also positive.. At her age, she understands each and every feeling a human should have. And I know, part of the strength within her comes from me. Thankful that she's not the over sensitive, pathetic, 'air mata' type of girl.. But honestly, she's quite the drama queen sometimes.. It works well for her. Clever girl.

One thing for sure. No one can be a mama except the mama itself. Be it the stupidest mama ever, the broke mama, the ugliest mama, the garang mama or be it any women, work in any field, came from any background...once she's a mama... No one can judge the love a mama has. No one. U can't be one just because u think you are too good, too perfect, and always right in everything. A real human are not perfect. Well unless u think u are an angel lah.. 

It's quite funny to be able to recap all the exaggerating words...funnier, it ends to nowhere. None. Zero. Sounds a hero but actually a zero. Opppssss again.

I shall end now. There's so much to write but my body need some rest. The brain especially... 

I guess, I'll stick to being me...loved by my daughter. Being silence doesn't mean I'm weak. One day, if ever I start to talk, I'll make sure its the most quality talk ever. And NO. I dont have to brag bout things and tell the world about my sad stories. Coz I have none. I'm happy. I'm loved, blessed and I'm happy.

Goodnite all~


Sep 4, 2013

JT Craze - Mirror

I was addicted to JT lately. His song and voice are to be crazed for.. This is one of my favorite song. Juz can't get enough.




Lyrics :

[Verse 1]
Aren't you somethin' to admire, cause your shine is somethin' like a mirror
And I can't help but notice, you reflect in this heart of mine
If you ever feel alone and the glare makes me hard to find
Just know that I'm always parallell on the other side

[Pre-Hook]
Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul
I can tell you there's no place we couldn't go
Just put your hand on the glass, I'll be tryin' to pull you through
You just gotta be strong

[Hook]
Cause I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you baby, it was easy
Comin' back into you once I figured it out
You were right here all along
It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making two reflections into one
Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

[Verse 2]
Aren't you somethin', an original, cause it doesn't seem merely assembled
And I can't help but stare cause I see truth somewhere in your eyes
I can't ever change without you, you reflect me, I love that about you
And if I could, I would look at us all the time

[Pre-Hook]
Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul
I can tell you there's no place we couldn't go
Just put your hand on the glass, I'll be tryin' to pull you through
You just gotta be strong

[Hook]
Cause I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you baby, it was easy
Comin' back into you once I figured it out
You were right here all along
It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making two reflections into one
Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

[Bridge]
Yesterday is history
Tomorrow's a mystery
I can see you lookin' back at me
Keep your eyes on me
Baby, keep your eyes on me

[Hook]
Cause I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you baby, it was easy
Comin' back into you once I figured it out
You were right here all along
It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making two reflections into one
Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

[Hook 2] x10
You are you are the love of my life

[Verse 3]
Baby you're the inspiration for this precious song
And I just wanna see your face light up since you put me on
So now I say goodbye to the old me, it's already gone
And I can't wait wait wait wait wait to get you home
Just to let you know, you are

[Hook 2] x8
You are you are the love of my life

[Verse 4]
Girl you're my reflection, all I see is you
My reflection, in everything I do
You're my reflection and all I see is you
My reflection, in everything I do

[Hook 2] x16
You are you are the love of my life

Aug 21, 2013

Silence

Dr Zakir Naik said :

"Be scared of the SILENCE of someone you have hurt.

Because if he/she didn't say or do anything in return, 

ALLAH will !"




You see, sometimes... Silence is the best. If you choose to talk and show to people that you are SOOO damn good, by assuming other people are weak, you may have to rethink. Well, silence does not show any weaknesses but the best way to let arrogant person like you to just talk waste and the time talking. Silence means, talk when needed, using brain not your emotional and stupidity. 

So, just talk and say whatever about me. Thank you in advance. =)

Jul 1, 2013

Kalimah


Semalam
Hari itu telah berlalu
Aku imbas tiap baris kalimah mu
Penuh janji dalam kelam
Penuh warna dalam hitam

Itu semalam...

Hari ini
Kukira detik jam telah berlalu
Dan kau masih dengan caramu
Berpegang dengan kata-kata itu
Kupasti lafaz itu telah kau kunci
Mungkin jauh kedasar hati

Esok...
Aku teringat perihal semalam
Perihal hari ini yang bakal silam
Bagai sejarah yang hanya terpendam
Selagi kau kunci lafazmu
Selagi noktah itu penamat ceritamu

Semalam itu kau berbicara
Hari ni kau diam membisu
Entah esok kau berlalu sahaja
...dan tinggallah aku dengan aku
Terpaku kaku membisu

Tapi tak mengapa
Andai bukan kau berlalu
Biar aku mengatur langkah
Mungkin jejakku bisa kau turut
Atau tak mampu untuk kau ikut

Aku biasa-biasa sahaja
Janjimu itu pegangan buatku
Andai tak tertunai nan satu itu
Jawablah kau pada hatimu
Usah ditanya aku lagi
Kerana pada waktu itu
Terlalu jauh langkah kakiku
...dan kau takkan bisa mengejar
Dalam tidurmu mahupun sedar


....to ponder :)

Umpama....Seluas lautan itu...hanya sekelip mata bisa merubah cantik dasarnya~